Marilyn Monroe.

I can be selfish
Yeah, so impatient
Sometimes I feel like Marilyn Monroe
I’m insecure yeah I make mistakes
Sometimes I feel like I’m at the end of the road

I can get low I can get low
Don’t know which way is up
Yeah I can get high, I can get high
Like I could never come down

Call it a curse
Or just call me blessed
If you can’t handle my worst
You ain’t getting my best
Is this how Marilyn Monroe felt felt felt felt?
Must be how Marilyn Monroe felt felt felt felt

Its like all the good things
They fall apart like…
Like Marilyn Monroe

Truth is we mess up
Till we get it right
I don't want to end up losing my soul

I can get low, I can get low
Don’t know which way is up
Yea I can get high, I can get high
Like I could never come down

Call it a curse
Or just call me blessed
If you can’t handle my worst
You ain’t getting my best
Is this how Marilyn Monroe felt felt felt felt?
Must be how Marilyn Monroe felt felt felt felt

Take me or leave me
I’ll never be perfect
Believe me I’m worth it
So take me or leave me
(So take me or leave me)
So take me or leave me
(So take me or leave me)

Call it a curse or just call
Me blessed if you can't handle
My worst you ain't getting my best
Is this how Marilyn Monroe felt, felt
Felt, felt? Must be how Marilyn Monroe felt,
Felt, felt, felt

Is this how Marilyn Monroe
Felt, felt, felt, felt must be how
Marilyn Monroe felt, felt, felt, felt?
-Marilyn Monroe by Nicki Minaj.

Last night I came out to a lot of people about being Trans* and I was surprised that if people had negative comments, they didn't make them.  But, that's not what I want to talk about right now.   Yes, it is amazing that I've had support.  I also haven't.  But honestly, I'm at the point where I know who I am and who I'm not.  I'm Blake.  Get to know Blake, or there's the door.  If you can't handle who I am, the real me, struggling to be a man when society calls for me to be a woman, then take me or leave me.  I'm never gonna be perfect, but I'm still worth it and just take me or leave me.  If you take me, take me exactly the way I am, flaws and all.  If you leave me, then leave me.  I just can't handle the in between stuff.

I'm me.  I'm not gonna let anyone tell me who I am is wrong.