Chasing Pavements.

I've made up my mind,
Don't need to think it over
If I'm wrong, I am right
Don't need to look no further,
This ain't lust
I know this is love
But, if I tell the world
I'll never say enough
'cause it was not said to you
And that's exactly what I need to do
If I end up with you

[Chorus]
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
Or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements
Even if it leads nowhere

I build myself up
And fly around in circles
Waitin' as my heart drops
And my back begins to tingle
Finally, could this be it

Or should I give up
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements
Even if it leads nowhere
Or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there

Should I give up
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements
Even if it leads nowhere
Or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place should I leave it there
Should I give up
Or should I just keep on chasin' pavements
Should I just keep on chasin' pavements
Ohh oh

Or should I give up
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements
Even if it leads nowhere
Or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there






I don't know what the future holds for me.  I don't know where I stand with a lot of things.  A week from today I will be getting on a plane and heading back to California for three weeks.  A week from today I am putting this semester behind me.  I am letting go of the drama and the anger.  I randomly started sobbing at one this morning.  I am sure I am going to fail at least one class but I know that with everything that has happened, it's understandable.  I'm not making excuses or trying to be lazy.  But with where I have been at, I know I will fail my first class.   I'm not going to let it destroy me.  I'm not letting him destroy me anymore.


I'm not going to give up.  Life is for living, for forgiving, and for leaving town alive.